Note to Self (161) Amends

I’d like to make amends for all the pain I caused with my stupid behavior. All the times I didn’t think clearly, all the times I was blinded by my anger. If I hurt you in any way, I’m deeply sorry.

Am I going to repeat the patterns that caused me to lose some people in my life? I’m trying not to. But who knows if I’ll be smart enough to learn from my mistakes?

The ones dear to my heart have lasted a long way to understand me and cope with my BS. If you want to be with me, you’ll show patience. My love and passion probably take the best of me sometimes, and I apologize. Harsh reactions happen only if I care. But I’m working on becoming a better person.

So don’t give up just yet. I could jump off a bridge for you – except I don’t give many second chances.

My writing shall serve as a testament to my good faith. I’ll never stop trying. Would you like to hold my hand and share a bit of the journey with me?

No drama. Just fun.

2 thoughts on “Note to Self (161) Amends

  1. Stephanie Reynolds

    Wow, looks like you have done a bit of soul searching. Who are you writing this to? Everyone or to the most recent person? I’m proud of you! This is the first step of being a better person as you say you want to be.

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  2. James Garcia Jr

    No drama, huh? Hmm? Okay, I’m in. Let’s go…
    😉
    I hope life is treating you well, J. Don’t beat yourself up. We’re all learning as we go, aren’t we? *high five*

    -Jimmy

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